Clothes don't make the wo-man

Today I dressed all professional-like, but not old lady like, basically I put on a jacket. I was supposed to go to the dealership with Pat and he was going to sit there next to me while I try and act like I know what I’m talking about and try to act like I’m not a pussy and try to act like a grown up girl buying a car haggling with a more grown up man and the truth is the whole thing is giving me massive anxiety because I can’t even tell the hair lady what I want without getting ¬†all hot. I can’t even ask my best friend for a freaking car ride because I’ve been mooching rides for a month and sometimes I even feel weird asking Pat to you know, right there but not as much as I feel weird bargaining over money and vehicles, things I know nothing about.
The other day my dad said he reads here or he did or maybe once or once every 8 months and at first it made me uncomfortable because sometimes I write about him and then a part of me decided that I don’t care anymore. I’ve kept quite inside for so long about me and I’m not going to stop now, not now. Tomorrow or next week or next year I might care, but today I don’t and yesterday I didn’t and the day before that and that.
Do you think the dealership accepts write in offers? Can I haggle-write? Write-haggle?

Of course, I dressed up and we can’t go tonight, we have to go tomorrow morning when I’m going to look like a bum in river clothes were we are going after. But whatever, a voice is a voice is a voice is blind to style.

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2 Responses to Clothes don't make the wo-man

  1. You’ll be fine at that dealership. They have no idea who they’re dealing with.

    Thank you for the words you say, always.

    • rachvb says:

      We stuck to our guns!! Did lots of homework, so we were well prepared. I should get it Monday night maybe and no later than Wednesday (they had to trade another dealership for it) CAN’T WAIT!!!

      And thank you. I’m glad you are here to be a part of this with me.

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