Category: Writing Life
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Which, if you could, would you choose?
Through the fog and railroad tracks a scraggly man carries purses of cans. Two large white plastic bags oozing brown sugar hanging from his hands like rusted chandeliers. So many people use these tracks as roads or sidewalks. How much money would he make for his efforts? It’s cold this morning and damp. I dreamed…
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coming up for air
I’m leery coming back. I went to the grocery store yesterday and felt lost. Where the hell did all those people come from?! And cars?! And crap?! Staring at 5 kinds of hummus and 8 kinds of tortilla chips and hundreds of cases of beer. On the river you have a couple choices and she’ll…
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My writing is my writing is my writing
Do writers need a reject complex? I’ve been feeling ill-fitted everywhere – rejections mounting – one even had the audacity to tell me “please wait a month before you submit again.” Um, I’m sorry – *coughFUCKYOUcough*. I can wait a lot longer than a month. Believe me. I don’t NEED you to publish my work.…
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STOP BANNING BOOKS!
I’m so disheartened that schools are banning books. And not just leaving them out of their reading list for that year, but FLAT OUT BANNING THEM. How is this allowed?! When did conservative off the map far right Christians get so much power in schools? One of my best friends, Cecilia Galante’s novel “The Patron…
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What's that saying about glue and words sticking and bouncing and being a kid?
Another rejection today in the mail. This sad little envelope with my handwriting on it, taped wonkily on the back like a SCOTCH brand extra sticky assembly line rolled right over it. The letter inside no better like sending someone a single grain of rice. Dear Poet (that’s me), blah blah no place for you…
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Life in the mills
Maybe I’ll take a bath. My legs are beat up, I ran into river rocks, a mountain under black water. I’m covered in bruises. “MY WRITING IS MY WRITING IS MY WRITING IS MY WRITING,” Sylvia says to herself, but I feel to me. Why am I looking so far outside of me? I keep…
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The reality of writing…
…is that you’re never finished (I could say until you die, but no one know what happens when you die and you may well be writing when you’re dying into dying out of dying passed dying always writing.) Just give me a pen, I’ll use skin.
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All in the risk
A few weeks ago, maybe almost a month ago, I went to a reading at one of the private universities here. There were a few poets, a few fiction writers, a few playwrites. I didn’t stay for the whole thing, I went to see C read. Mostly, the other writers were pretty bland, trite, had…
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A pleasant rejection
Dear Rachel Van Blankenship, Thank you for sending us “Red Car in the Future”. Although the editors voted against accepting it, I wanted you to know that I really liked it and I hope you will submit again to our next issue. Thanks again. Best of luck.
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I need to work on better titles
Today is going to be a slow day. The French Press steeping, waiting. There’s time to slowly make coffee, to slowly wake up, to slowly remember my dreams from last night. I was gettin’ it on with Sarah Jessica Parker in a yellow hotel room. OK? Not bad for two skinny broads. She was being…